Well, the first attempt to deal with my ADHD medically didn’t work, so trying again by doubling the dosage. Will give that a month an see how it goes.
My Social Security saga continues, with some progress, but in a waiting state now. It took them two weeks to acknowledge I have an attorney representing me. I’m happy there at least has been some forward movement. This has put me in a position where a decision will have to be made, in regards to my job search (been unemployed for 18 months now) and Social Security. Basically it boils down to either continuing to look for work or wait for the chance I may be able to get Social Security Disability. I’ve struggled with this decision for some time now and put unnecessary and unhealthy stress upon myself in the process. Sought opinions from those that know me well and/or have known me for a very long time. Considered those opinions, along with my own, and have decided to wait for the possibility of receiving SSDI. At the same time I will continue to watch for potential jobs just in case a very good one comes along. Must admit it is very hard to just stop looking for work when that has occupied my days for what seems like a very long time.
Recently I had the pleasure of visiting with a brother and his family. While they were in town we drove to see some new sights they’ve not seen before. Also took our dad out for a nice meal for his birthday, and had cake at his place afterwards. All in all it was a nice visit and look forward to the next one. Of course the visit allows them to see and hopefully understand the troubles I have and how those troubles are changing as I age. This isn’t something I can see or tell, as self awareness is a problem for TBI survivors, but am hopeful my other family members can tell and recognize any changes.
No fishing trips since the last time I went. After four trips with not so much as a bite I found myself too discouraged to continue to go each week or every other week. Plus, I’m there alone and that tends to be just a little boring. Would read a book but that too tends to be a challenge….reading the same page over and over again or going back a few pages just to get the gist of the story. The wind, blowing at a good clip most of the time, would cause problems with reading a book too. I’m not fond of the electronic readers, such as a nook or kindle. Much prefer to have an actual book in my hands. The e-readers are also problematic with my head pain.
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